V\u00edm, \u017ee toto nep\u0159ijde samo a je t\u0159eba zkou\u0161et r\u016fzn\u00e9 cesty, a i tak, kdo v\u00ed, zda se mi to v tomto \u017eivot\u011b poda\u0159\u00ed. Jsem alespo\u0148 r\u00e1da, \u017ee si to v\u016fbec uv\u011bdomuji, \u017ee \u010dlov\u011bk m\u016f\u017ee n\u011bkter\u00e9 v\u011bci v \u017eivot\u011b ovlivnit, a tud\u00ed\u017e n\u00e9 \u010dekat na to, co p\u0159ijde. Byla bych r\u00e1da, kdybych v\u011bd\u011bla, kde je m\u00e9 m\u00edsto a jak s t\u00edm nalo\u017eit. Kdy\u017e to shrnu, tak se tomu asi \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 sebepozn\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed a uv\u011bdomov\u00e1n\u00ed se.
Sna\u017e\u00edm se na v\u011bci d\u00edvat z r\u016fzn\u00fdch \u00fahl\u016f pohledu a konfrontovat si v sob\u011b r\u016fzn\u00e9 n\u00e1zory. Nev\u00edm v\u0161ak, zda se v tom ob\u010das moc nepatl\u00e1m a zbyte\u010dn\u011b neodkl\u00e1d\u00e1m \u010diny. Asi ano. Asi bych m\u011bla tolik p\u0159estat \u0159e\u0161it z\u00e1v\u011bry a d\u016fsledky sv\u00e9 aktivity a neodd\u00e1vat se tolik po\u017eadavk\u016fm sv\u00e9ho Ega. A t\u0159eba o to ani v m\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b nejde. Ale nejsp\u00ed\u0161, tedy ur\u010dit\u011b, se budu sna\u017eit d\u00e1l to poznat. A pokud se mi to nepoda\u0159\u00ed, tak si alespo\u0148 \u0159eknu, \u017ee jsem to zkusila. Ale asi stejn\u011b budu nad sebou pochybovat, zda jsem pro to ud\u011blala maximum. A pak si \u0159eknu, \u017ee to tak m\u011blo b\u00fdt. Ale nejsou to alibi v\u016f\u010di sob\u011b sam\u00e9? Prost\u011b zkus\u00edm ze \u017eivota \u010derpat a \u010derpat\u2026 A n\u011bjak to dopadne.\\r\\n‘, ‚R\u00e1da bych se nau\u010dila b\u00fdt sama se sebou spokojen\u00e1. P\u0159estat se zaob\u00edrat t\u00edm, jak kde na koho p\u016fsob\u00edm, co si o mn\u011b mysl\u00ed apod. Cht\u011bla bych um\u011bt rozpoznat, co je v \u017eivot\u011b opravdu d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9 a p\u0159estat se zab\u00fdvat v\u011bcmi, kter\u00e9 mi berou energii, ale ned\u00e1vaj\u00ed nic podstatn\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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